I am listening to : Nothing

What a day. Was not really in the mood today. I guess it's because the lack of sleep i'm having these few days :( And the "trauma" i had previously. Really brings me down and it's hard to bounce back to the happy mode again. What sucks the most today is the camera's battery went dead before the ceremony even started! :( Didn't notice that it was half dead until i reached school. SIGHS.

I really can't believe that time flies so fast, and now i'm finally graduating.

Our class will be having potluck on Monday :D Haha...everyone's having a good time right before SPM :P And more chances to take pictures!!! XD

& I feel so hopeless every time i study Sejarah :(

I am listening to : Nothing

I owe James Chin, Kelvin Siew and Stanely Steven a big big big thank you :)

So yes, i am glad that we can talk things through and accept the fact that we both have weaknesses without starting another huge argument. No hard feelings were made. And we can just move on from there. Ain't that great? :)

The best is forgive and forget ;) but ... dont u think it is easy to forgive but hard to forget something happen which will stay forever in ur mind :) in other words, ppl will never know his/her wrong until someone tell him/her. - Kelvin Siew :P :P :P

I am listening to : Nothing



Sometimes, the best way is to just forgive and forget and let the grudge go. I don't want to end up at that same road again, being all moody and emo because i let my emotions get a hold of me. Sometimes, it really pisses me off because that person doesn't even realize how much he or she hurting my feelings. Maybe it's because of ignorance? Or lack of care? Or maybe it's just they're only in their own world and everything revolves around them. But whatever that reason is, that person's still my friend. My good friend. And i don't like holding to grudges. What is a friendship without forgiveness right? I wish to speak out my mind sometimes, but i'm just too scared to voice out in case something even worse happens. And i really don't want that to happen, not now, when SPM's is just what? 7 days away? It'll make me think a lot and i'll end up lying around, or doing something pointless just to take my mind off the frustration. So i guess, i'll just let it go. Let it go, and put a smile on my face.

“When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think that for something so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.” - Cecelia Ahern

SPM's really near. Got to catch up on Sejarah. I have 18 more chapters altogether to study, not forgetting memorizing too :\ But thank You for giving me wisdom, knowledge, understanding and a good memory. I can experience there's a change in my studies. Seems like i am starting to memorize things more easily now :) Big thanks to someone up there *points up* :) Well, no more wasting time, i'm off to shower then it's time to hit the books and make myself a cup of instant cappuccino XD Yummmy.


Note: OOI IS A GARGANTUAN PIECE OF BULLCRAP.

I am listening to : Let It Rain by Leona Lewis

I am listening to : Tick Tock by Kesha featuring P. Diddy

I got my 1st pair of Levis jeans today! :D Went to 1Borneo together with him. He had to book movie tickets for some surprise party. Then after that, went to Levis to check out the jeans because they're having sales. I didn't plan to buy anything, just wanted to browse, but ended up trying a pair of dark coloured Levis. When i showed him, straight away he told the girl he's buying it. Stunned lah of course! :O I didn't expect that he would buy it!! :') :') :') HEHEHEHE!!! Was really hesitant of getting it but he refused to listen to my whining XD I'm happy lah of course :P Thank you so much!!! :') Then after eating at KFC, we rode home under the rain :P It was fun. Haha! XD

Had fun in school again XD Why is school starting to be so exciting when our time is almost over?! =='' Sighs. That's all. Time to get my butt ready for studying.

I am listening to : Time For Miracles by Adam Lambert


It's funny how we can be fighting and arguing, then the next minute we'll be saying sorry to each other, being loving again :P Ahh...I heart my boing boing. HAHA! XD

Well, i had a really good day today :D :D :D

Someone started talking to someone already. JOY! :D As a good friend of that someone, I feel happy for that someone :P Problems gone!

Me and Gene were so kiong oh suffering James. Haha! Straight away become so ngong bah James :P Kept pointing at him to attract his mother-in-law's attention :P And it worked! Haha...Yes Daphne? What happened to Chin Tzee Kuin? Why Chin Tzee Kuin? Haha...so ngong oh. With her soft tone some more. We laughed our asses off man watching the whole thing happen. Haha...joy :D

Then there's my other ngong guy friends :D K di, Jason, Aubrey, Jia Hui, Stan :P They make me happy. Hahahaha XD Thank you my brother from another mother for your siak and care XD Jason showed me his magic trick again today :O :O :O Uber weird-ness. Well, everyday is a ngong day with them around. Not forgetting the twins, James and Gene too :) TEEHEEEEE!!! & THANKS AUBREY FOR YOUR OREOS!!! <3

Had a good recess with the gang too at the new canteen! :D Among the 1st i guess? :P Taking the opportunity to enjoy the big wide open space :) Next year, we're not going to be there anymore :( Sad man. And I thank God for Gene's mum who gave birth to such a ngong son like him. Man, his face is very ngong 24/7 and it makes you laugh most of the time :P What would we do without you Gene?!

Wena shocked me by hitting my ass with her huge bag. It hurts okay! Haha...and it really shocked me because i was focusing on taking away James' Add Maths paper so he can't study XD Manatau...WHACK! Haha...Whacked her ass back then Pearl ngam ngam came out, Wena asked her to get revenge on me, but too bad, i whacked Pearl's ass 1st XD TEEHEEE!!!

So there's this Facebook war going on between Mel and some other @#%$#. Well, I seriously don't know why people have to get their butts in when it's not even about them. That's the funniest part of all :\ Geez.

I AM SO GONNA FAIL MY ADD MATHS! :D I dont even know why i was so happy today even though i am so sure i'm going to fail my add maths. I only spent like what? 15 minutes on it? Haha...Gosh. The after exam mood is here bah you know, i don't feel like stressing myself up again with studying. It's a bad mindset, i know :(

Grrr. I wish i has a video camera to record everything that happened! The silly and funny stuff :) So can look back at how ngong we used to be :)

Okay, that's all from me today XD

I am listening to : Nothing

I AM SO SICK OF ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING AND ARGUING.

GUYS AND THEIR EGO. HELL.

I am listening to : Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

It has been awhile since i felt so emo.

It hurts when people just...well...tend to forget about you and do stuff that just makes you feel like you're not so important in their lives anymore.

I'm just so tired when things start to go fine in life, then the next moment all of it comes crashing down.

Sad, but its a fact that i have to accept: Life is not all about happiness.

Maybe God just wants me to lean on Him and take this opportunity to get closer to Him.

Sighs.

I'll get through this.

I am listening to : Crawl by Chris Brown

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival - C.S Lewis

Physics papers were really bad today. Sighs. Not enough studying i guess. BIG SIGH. Hope to pass. Fat chance of getting a credit after doing so badly :\ Grrr. Last exam before SPM and i'm starting to do badly again. Sucks.

Having PMO papers tomorrow, not so much stress for today :) Still have time to play Mafia Wars but i'm starting to get bored with it. So lazy bah need to wait for the energy when there's a few more experience points to the next level. Anyway, finally received the SPM time table yesterday. Scares me. A few more weeks then it's time for war.

After that, clubbing kan? LOL :P Wena lah bringing us since she's so experience.

Sometimes i wonder am i a good friend :S I'm surrounded with a lot of good friends, but am i a good friend to them? Heh. Been having insomnia these past few days. Even though I planned to sleep early but i always end up sleeping around 2am plus. My head is always filled with thoughts. And it driving me nuts.


Having plans already after SPM :P Clubbing, KL trip...what else? XD Gosh. FEELING SO EXCITED ALREADY!!! :D

& I have a strong urge to cut my hair short again!! X)

I am listening to : Alejandro by Lady Gaga

Chemistry papers sucked today!!! X( But i enjoyed doing Paper 3 because i didnt left it blank unlike the previous exams. Haha...so its kind of like a breakthrough :P Will be having Physics papers tomorrow. Gah! Got to score!!! Sad lah we were given no tips this time :( Oh well~


I'm really so not prepared for it. Oh gosh. Thinking about it really freaks me out. 29. 29. 29. Less than a freaking month! :( Been studying like mad these past few weeks. Till i got sick. Well, it happens every exam. Heh :\ Stress bah you know. When we were having the English essay paper, i had this allergy reaction. I have no idea what the heck caused it but I started coughing, my throat getting itchier and my eyes became swollen. Thank goodness it didn't last that long because after 10 minutes plus, it started to go away. Thank God. And i still have no idea what i'm allergic to :\

Sighs. Why ain't there any support from my own family? :\ I'm still living under the same roof you know. As if i'm invisible? Hate it when nobody in my family understands how suffering it is to study 4-6 hours a day. I need some support. Please :\ Sighs. At least i still have my friends around to lean on to.

Time to get some rest. Looking more zombie-like each day.

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